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DONT WORRY IF THIS DOESNT MAKE SENSE ITLL BE DELETED LATER
its just ref, plz ignore
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G: Irregular Blob-Spiral
SS L: Outer Arm
SS S:2; K0, G1
SS P: 17; 4 T, 5 G, 8 I
P M: 3
P S: 2
P C: 9; 3M, 6m
P R: 20+; Hu, El, Or, Dw, Go, Ct, Va, Un, Og, Av, In, Ar, Be, Me, ...+
P G: 60+ (!!!)
P OR: 4
P IR: >?+++ (!!!)
P C: 46 ...
P B: 83+ (!!!)
P O: 11; 3M, 8m
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  I'm starting to wonder why I bothered to post ANYTHING about my OCs despite knowing how much I change my mind, change them, then change my mind again.
  ^^; it's getting really really crazy, I haven't even been keeping track of changes all that long, but since doing so I've already changed the whole Atrii species body plan upwards of twelve times :/
  The only things that seem to be holding firm are their blueness, 3 eyes, the glowing, and their hands.
  Yeah, the creepy nomnom-palm ones with the triangular mouth in the palm, the extra thumb, the bilateral symmetry between finger 2 and finger 3, and the webbing.
  The extra bone and joint, the long curved black claws, and Ethan's long shaggy black hair/mane/eyebrow fusion thingamajig are all settling, they may yet stick. As for his ear/horn/fin/gill things, their nature and purpose has flipped around crazily but I think I figured out what to do. Placing them higher on his head and making them bigger like an actual cat's ears helped nail it down :) maybe ^^; it may yet change again.
  In other news, Rain's definitely gonna get asspreg off Star. I'm not even going to try justifying it with real world anatomy, we'll just say he's an Omega and Star's an Alpha, after being turned they discovered vampirism made everything unscar and function like new... After the stick turned blue.
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On Wraith

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It's been a little over a year and I've gotten far enough to figure out I want Wraith to be a beautiful damn language completely distinct from Atrii in as many ways as I can manage. My opinion of beautiful apparently includes Sith and Black Speech, which is fitting because Wraith were partially inspired by Nazghul and Sith... (Also Drow and Dementors and Quarians and the Middle East and India and Africa, in big messy swaths of eyegasm that I can't list here completely)
The lack of LEGITIMATE BLACK ELVES in the fic I read is also a big factor.
So naturally I began searching for sound lists and mashing them. I haven't gotten very far on either Wraith or Atrii :(
Baby steps, baby steps
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She's the current host of the Blind Godess/Blind Mother/Crimson Queen/Red Crone (an ancient Elf Goddess of massacres, death, destruction, rebirth, necromancy, blood, vengeance, chaos, madness, and destructive lust. Some of the nastier side-effects of being her host are: a sudden interest in no-holds-barred homicidal sadomasochism, all coherent speech becoming shrieks and giggles, and descent into varying degrees of madness. Elyssa has ALL of those things!)
Star has already said that he married Elyssa for love a long LONG time before the Blind Goddess chose her, and that he's stayed so longbecause 'the real Elyssa is still in there, and I'll love her until the night she kills me'. Eyssa and Star agreed centuries ago that men don't count for him, and women don't count for her. As long as Elyssa is the only woman in Star's sex life, and Star is the only man in Elyssa's sex life, they can bed anyone.
Since this was decided long before hormone therapy and sex-change surgery were invented, it may need an update of terms... But Elyssa cant't talk anymore, so problems.
Her powers include telekinesis, levitation, flame manipulation, electricity manipulation, telepathy, earth manipulation, healing factor, blood manipulation, mind control, power-from-pain, power-from-pleasure, hypnotic voice, flesh-to-blood and vice versa, turning into one or more bats, transformation into one or more red butterflies, transformation into a cat, sharp fangs, enhanced senses, superhuman speed+strength+agility, immortality, control of bats, control of winged insects, and the ability to posess inanimate objects/substances.
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-WHEW!-
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The flame manipulation, electricity manipulation, butterfly transformation, and control of winged insects were her powers before she was transformed into a vampire.
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The telekinesis, levitation, telepathy, mind control, power-from-pleasure, bat transformation, cat transformation, fangs, enhanced senses, superhuman speed+stregnth+agility, immortality, and control of bats were powers she obtained from vampirism.
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EVERYTHING ELSE was a gift of the Blind Goddess, and only usable because the Blind Goddess is still inside of her.
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I would like to stop and explain this:
Star is a thousands-of-years-old vampire who was reunited with his long-lost soul after millennia of emotional emptiness, and absorbed many many reincarnations at that moment, losing much of his original personality, appearance, and memories. Some of his most powerful emotions and memories stuck, but most others just ran together into chaos and were lost.
Rain is a former Thrall of Amaranth. Amaranth was a beautiful beautiful redheaded woman that Star made a vampire almost a thousand years ago out of love, but alas. She rose without her soul like he had, which happens sometimes if the body dies but the Turn continues, and instead of just being colder and more aloof, her mind was absolutely destroyed by the loss. Rain was her 'plaything', a victim that she chose to keep alive because of his strong resemblance to herself, his innocence, and his strong will to live. She intended to destroy all of that innocentce and will completely, then she was going to kill him by drinking all of his blood and life force, of course.
Star saved Rain from a fate worse than death at her cruel hands. He saw Rain's suffering as a mirror of his own torment at his Sire's hands, though the knowledge of just which incarnation the memory belongs to has since been lost. He saw Rain's wounds, and his suffering, and blamed himself because Amaranth was, after all, his former Fledgeling. His responsibility. Anything she did to Rain, she would never have done if he hadn't made her immortal.
Eating people is one thing, but torturing them for months and months, over a year on end, is an entirely different matter. Something had to be done.
Even seeing the horrors that she had committed, and witnessing the twisted madness of her ruined mind, Star couldn't bring himself to end her. Every time he thought of putting a stop to it all, he saw the woman she used to be. The woman he loved very very dearly, and then destroyed.
So instead, he snatched Rain away and began the long, delicate process of reversing her ravages.
Rain was a tough cookie. He didn't lose his mind entirely, but he was by no means unaffected.
So, the entire relationship started out as a Hurt/Comfort. You can insert all the delicious smutfest you want after that, but the main point is that despite any other factors, this really is just about Star and Rain in love and lust, for all of eternity. The other people involved are just wandering satellites and sparky pretty sky-dust to that. Dimitri and Mariah and Emma and Elizabeth and Amaranth and yes, even the beautiful beautiful first-love Allison, take second stage to Star's love for Rain, and Rain's love for Star. Even when things get bloody, and bite-y, and kinky as hell, the love is still there. Just so ya know.
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